President Monson shared an account of the Mou Tham family and their 10 children. The entire family except for one daughter joined the Church in the early 1960s, when missionaries came to their island, located about 100 miles (160 km) south of Tahiti. Soon they began to desire the blessings of an eternal family sealing in the temple. At that time the nearest temple was in Hamilton, New Zealand, more than 2,500 miles) to the southwest, accessible only by an expensive airplane trip. The large Mou Tham family, which eked out a meager living on a small plantation, had no money for airplane fare, nor was there any opportunity for employment on their Pacific island. So Brother Mou Tham and his son Gérard made the difficult decision to travel 3,000 miles to work in New Caledonia, where another son was already employed.
The three Mou Tham men labored for four years. Brother Mou Tham alone returned home only once during that time for the marriage of a daughter. After four years, Brother Mou Tham and his sons had saved enough money to take the family to the New Zealand Temple. All who were members went, except for one daughter, who was expecting a baby. They were sealed for time and eternity, an indescribable and joyful experience.
Brother Mou Tham returned from the temple directly to New Caledonia, where he worked for two more years to pay for the passage of the one daughter who had not been at the temple with them—a married daughter and her child and husband.
Today most of us do not have to suffer hardships like this in order to attend the temple. Eighty-five percent of the membership of the Church now live within 200 miles of a temple, and for a great many of us, that distance is much shorter.
Early on in our marriage we lived right across the street from the Ogden Temple. Whenever I looked out the window there it was, a great reminder that we needed to attend. We didn’t have any children at the time and we attended a lot.
Our early Temple attendance was a great source of strength for us as we increased our understanding of the doctrine related to the Temple ordinances especially the significance of the Atonement of Jesus Christ. During this time my 18-year-old brother passed away. I remember feeling a great deal of sorrow and I had so many questions.
After a few years passed, my family of six reunited at the Ogden Temple to perform my brother’s endowment ordinance. It was one of my most sacred and treasured experiences. I felt so close to my family members. We were all there for one purpose and we felt a rush of peace and comfort from our loving Heavenly Father.
During General Conference Pres. Monson, said, there is much to be done in our temples in behalf of those who wait beyond the veil. As we do the work for them, we will know that we have accomplished what they cannot do for themselves. President Joseph F. Smith, in a mighty declaration, stated, “Through our efforts in their behalf their chains of bondage will fall from them, and the darkness surrounding them will clear away, that light may shine upon them and they shall hear in the spirit world of the work that has been done for them by their brothers and sisters here, and will rejoice with you in your performance of these duties.” My brothers and sisters, the work is ours to do.
As the years have passed our Temple attendance has fluctuated according to our circumstance. A few years ago we moved to Texas for school, we did not know anyone and we had never lived outside of Utah. We moved into an apartment complex close to the school, which was less than desirable. Olivia was 2 and Johnathan was just a month old.
Houston was not our friend. Both Brenton and I were greeted by having our identity stolen by a couple who used our names to open several credit cards and charge up tens of thousands of dollars. The cockroaches were a joy. The maintenance man in our apartment complex backed into our new vehicle and crushed the back panel and light in, then left without telling us. We finally tracked him down after matching his broken taillight with his taped over light and mud-covered ghetto truck. That was just in the first couple of months. We didn’t feel very safe in the area and I was so home sick.
At this point an individual from the ward called me and asked me if I would like to attend Stake Temple Day. He gave me the name of a sister who would gladly tend my children. We arranged things with the baby sitter and planned to leave a little early just in case of heavy traffic. Well if any of you have ever lived or driven through down town Houston it can be a nightmare. We ended up stuck in traffic and we started to doubt whether we would ever get there at all. By some miracle we were able to make it into the very last Session of the evening.
As we sat there all defeated and humbled we felt the spirit take hold of us. We felt a warm comforting feeling that we absolutely needed at that time. I told Brenton, “Just go get the kids we are living here from now on!!!!” We stayed as long as they would let us linger. As we drove home we felt uplifted and renewed. We decided we would move forward with “Faith” and make the best of our situation.
As President Monson said, “The world can be a challenging and difficult place in which to live. We are often surrounded by that which would drag us down. As you and I go to the holy houses of God, as we remember the covenants we make within, we will be more able to bear every trial and to overcome each temptation. In this sacred sanctuary we will find peace; we will be renewed and fortified”.
Until you have entered the house of the Lord and have received all the blessings which await you there, you have not obtained everything the Church has to offer. The all-important and crowning blessings of membership in the Church are those blessings which we receive in the temples of God.
A few years ago we were able to attend the Randall’s family sealing. It was one of those moments I will never forget. Just to see the Light of Christ working in their lives and watching their three beautiful little boys as they entered the Sealing Room. One was 7, another 3, and the baby four-months. They rolled the baby into the room in a little white stroller. He was just grinning from ear to ear the entire time. Seeing their beautiful family image in the double mirror, which went on for eternity was an incredible sight.
Elder Gary E. Stevens tells us that there exists a righteous unity between the temple and the home. Understanding the eternal nature of the temple will draw you to your family; understanding the eternal nature of the family will draw you to the temple. President Howard W. Hunter stated, “In the ordinances of the temple, the foundations of the eternal family are sealed in place.”
Last year we celebrated our 15th year Anniversary by returning to the Ogden Temple that we love so much. Memories of attending there with my loving husband rushed through my head. It made me think about how much each of us had grown since then. I felt so lucky to know that our children are sealed to us for time and all eternity, and that I will see my brother again. This all provides a powerful motivation for me to live so that together we will receive all of the eternal blessings promised in the temple.
Unlike the Mou Tham family we do live within close proximity to a temple. However the sacrifice still exists. Our sacrifice could be setting aside the time in our busy lives to visit the temple regularly or it could be a number of things.
Our Prophet has admonished us that there is much to be done in our temples in behalf of those who wait beyond the veil. He speaks to us individually as he says, my beloved brothers and sisters, may we make whatever sacrifices are necessary to attend the temple and to have the spirit of the temple in our hearts and in our homes. May we follow in the footsteps of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, who made the ultimate sacrifice for us, that we might have eternal life and exaltation in our Heavenly Father’s kingdom. This is my sincere prayer, and I offer it in the name of our Savior, Jesus Christ the Lord, amen.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Paying Tithing and Fast Offering During Economic Harship
"About a year ago I found myself kneeling humbly in prayer regarding our economic situation. We had some big decisions to make and I was really scared to make the wrong choice. As I prayed I received two answers. The first answer I received was to pay my tithing. I immediately went and paid it. The second answer I received was to Fast and make sure to pay Fast Offerings. I had not Fasted regularly and I needed to strengthen my testimony on Fasting. So we looked up some talks on Fasting and I found an incredible talk that answered many of my questions.
The talk was written by Elder Carl B. Pratt Of the Seventy. He tells of how to obtain a proper Fast. He said to begin with a prayer and to have a purpose. He explains that you should Fast for two complete meals-24 hours-. Elder Pratt also stresses the importance of ending your fast with a prayer. After reading his talk I paid as much Fast Offering as I could. Because Elder Pratt’s talk stressed what the Lord said,” “Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? When thou seest the naked, that thou cover him; and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh?
After reading this talk we prepared ourselves that following Fast Sunday to have a True Fast. We prayed about our families’ situation and we searched our scriptures and pondered what we had read. My heart could see how truly wonderful fast offerings were. Today we can feed the hungry, shelter the homeless, and clothe the naked. And by fasting we can grow closer to God.
This statement is true for the Rich and the Poor.
President Faust said that the work of God is moving forward in many parts of the world like it never has before, particularly in countries where the economic standards are not high and new members are still learning the principle of faith and how it relates to blessings. To be faithful members of this Church requires sacrifice and consecration. It means that worldly pleasures and earthly possessions should not be our principal aim in life, because the gift of eternal life requires a willingness to sacrifice all we have and are in order to obtain it.
In Old Testament times the Lord sent a pestilence upon
In our time we are surfeited with a pestilence of violence, evil, and wickedness in so many forms. Those who keep their covenants and pay their tithes and offerings will have some extra defense against these virulent modern-day forms of evil. But this protection will not come with a sacrifice which costs us nothing.
I say this because the world’s religious drift is obvious. If something can be had cheaply, without exertion or sacrifice, people do not mind having a little bit of it. In contrast, the blessings of membership in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints require both exertion and sacrifice. Receiving the blessings requires the payment of tithes and offerings. Ours is not a Sunday-only religion. It demands exemplary conduct and effort every day of the week. It involves accepting calls and serving with fidelity in those callings. It means strength of character, integrity, and honesty to the Lord and our fellowmen. It means that our homes need to be places of sanctuary and love. It means a relentless battle against the bombardment of worldly evils. It means, at times, being unpopular and politically incorrect.
The ultimate offering was that offered by the Savior Himself in giving His very life. It causes each of us to wonder, How many drops of blood were shed for me?
President Faust comments really make me think about where my priorities lie. Tithing is like a small version of the Law of Consecration. If I was to live the Law of Consecration I would give all that I had to build the Kingdom. However, if I can’t even pay 10% I am probably not going to be able to live the Law of Consecration. President’s Faust comments were made back in November 1998, however, the world is increasing in violence, wickedness and evil. Especially, during this period of economic hardship. President Faust explains that protection lies within paying our tithes and fast offerings.
The Lord not only promises us protection he also promises this.
If we fast properly:
“Then shall thy light break forth as the morning, and thine health shall spring forth speedily, and thy righteousness shall go before thee;…
“Then shalt thou call, and the Lord shall answer; thou shalt cry, and he shall say, Here I am…
“And if thou draw out thy soul to the hungry, and satisfy the afflicted soul; then shall thy light rise in obscurity and thy darkness be as the noonday:
“And the Lord shall guide thee continually, and satisfy thy soul in drought,… and thou shalt be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not.”
Our family has continued to Fast each Fast Sunday this year. I can honestly tell you that I have seen miracles occur in my life and others. I have increased my desire to be closer to the Lord and I can not get enough of my scriptures. Fasting has opened a new door for me. If I wouldn’t have struggled I probably wouldn’t have a testimony of fasting today.
I have always had a testimony of tithing. It was instilled in me when I was very young, but I never knew how powerful tithing could be until I had a hardship in paying it.
Elder Sheldon F. Child Of the Seventy explained that “there is a law, irrevocably decreed in heaven before the foundations of this world, upon which all blessings are predicated—and when we obtain any blessing from God, it is by obedience to that law upon which it is predicated.” Tithing is a commandment from God, and when we obey His law, He is bound to bless us. President Thomas S. Monson, in speaking about God’s laws, stated: “Violate them and we suffer lasting consequences. Obey them and we reap everlasting joy.”
You’ll remember that when
The Lord asked
President Heber J. Grant put it in context when he said: “Prosperity comes to those who observe the law of tithing. When I say prosperity I am not thinking of it in terms of dollars and cents alone. … What I count as real prosperity … is the growth in a knowledge of God, and in a testimony, and in the power to live the gospel and to inspire our families to do the same. That is prosperity of the truest kind.”
As I have taken that leap of Faith and paid a full tithe I have been blessed more than I can remember. My heart is so full and I am so grateful to God for having mercy on me and helping me in my struggles. I have a true testimony of Tithing and Fast Offering and if you are wondering how you are going to make it all work. Stop and pay your Tithes and Offerings and draw closer to the Lord and feel his blessings. I say these things humbly in the name of Jesus Christ Amen".
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
The Atonement
I was asked to speak on the Atonement of Jesus Christ. Immediately after receiving the call I ran to the Ensign to read the talk I was suppose to pull mine from. It was the Atonement of Jesus Christ by Jeffrey R. Holland. As I began reading it I got a little scared because the story told in the Ensign made me cry and I want to be able to give this talk without sobbing. So, here I go....
As a young missionary, Elder Orson F. Whitney (1855-1931), who later served in the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles, had a dream so powerful that it changed his life forever. He later wrote:
"One night I dreamed...that I was in the Garden of Gethsemane, a witness of the Savior's agony... I stood behind a tree in the foreground... Jesus, with Peter, James, and John, came through a little wicket gate at my right. Leaving the three Apostles there, after telling them to kneel and pray, He passed over to the other side, where He also knelt and prayed..."Oh my Father if it be possible, let the cup pass from me; nevertheless not as I will but as Thou wilt."
"As He prayed the tears streamed down His face, which was turned toward me. I was so moved at the sight that I wept also, out of pure sympathy with His great sorrow. My whole heart went out to Him with all my soul and longed to be with Him as I longed for nothing else.
"Presently He arose and walked to where those Apostles were kneeling--fast asleep! He shook them gently, awoke them, and in a tone of tender reproach, untinctured by the least show of anger or scolding, asked them if they could not watch with Him one hour...
"Returning to His place, He prayed again and then went back and found them again sleeping. Again He awoke them, admonished them, and returned and prayed as before. Three times this happened, until I was perfectly familiar with His appearance--face, form, and movements. He was of noble stature and of majestic mien... the very God that He was and is, yet as meek and lowly as a little child.
"All at once the circumstance seemed to change...Instead of before, it was after the Crucifixion, and the Savior, with those three Apostles, now stood together in a group at my left. They were about to depart and ascend into heaven. I could endure it no longer. I ran from behind the tree, fell at His feet, clasped Him around the knees, and begged Him to take me with Him.
"I shall never forget the kind and gentle manner in which He stooped and raised me up and embraced me. It was so vivid, so real that I felt the very warmth of His bosom against which I rested. Then He said; "No my son; these have finished their work, and they may go with me; but you must stay and finish yours.: Still I clung to Him. Gazing up into His face--for He was taller than I--I besought Him most earnestly: "Well, promise me that I will come to You at the last." He smiled sweetly and tenderly and replied; " That will depend entirely upon yourself. I awoke with a sob in my throat, and it was morning.
This story represents the tender sacrifice of our Savior and how he freely gave himself for our opportunity to repent in hopes to one day return to live with him again. Elder Holland explains that, every other principle, commandment, and virtue of the restored gospel draws its significance from this pivotal event.
Elder Holland expressed how Christ volunteered to honor the moral agency of all humankind even as He atoned for their sins. In the process, He would return to the Father all glory for such redemptive love.
This infinite Atonement of Christ was possible because (1) He was the only sinless man ever to live on this earth and therefore was not subject to the spiritual death resulting from sin, (2) He was the Only Begotten of the Father and therefore possessed the attributes of godhood that gave Him power over physical death, and (3) He was apparently the only one sufficiently humble and willing in the premortal council to be foreordained to that.
Elder Holland explains that a universal gift is the Resurrection from the dead of every man, woman, and child who lives, has ever lived, or ever will live on earth.
As a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints I have realized how crucial the Atonement is in my life. Early in our marriage I lost my little brother in a terrible way. I was having a hard time sleeping at night and I just could not find peace of mind. Brenton tried everything he could to help me get through it. He administered husband blessings to me. As I prayed and studied my scriptures, through time, I felt a sense of peace in my heart. Time helped the healing; however, the miracles that came from the Atonement played a big role in my peace of mind and strengthened my Faith.
President Holland also explained how other aspects of Christ's atoning gift are conditional. They depend on one's diligence in keeping God's commandments. For example while all members of the human family are freely given a reprieve from their own sins unless they pledge faith in Christ, repent of those sins, are baptized in His name, receive the gift of the Holy Ghost and confirmation into Christ's Church, and press forward in faithful endurance the remainder of life's journey. Of this personal challenge, Christ said,
"For behold, I, God, have suffered these things for all, that they might not suffer if they would repent;
"But if they would not repent they must suffer even as I."
I want to talk a little about the importance of pressing forward in Faith even when adversity is upon you.
As Brenton and I have worked together to accomplish our goals and desires we have found that Gods plan is not always our plan.
There have been times in my life that I find myself wondering if God truly hears me. I read a talk by Elder Scott that helped me focus on my blessings and not the challenges I am facing.
Elder Scott explains that just when all seems to be going right, challenges often come in multiple doeses applied simultaneously. When those trials are not consequences of your own disobedience, they are evidence that the Lord feels you are prepared to grow more (Prov. 3: 11-12). He therefore gives you experiences that stimulate growth, understanding, and compassion which polish you for your everlasting benefit. To get you from where you are to where He wants you to be, and that generally requires a lot of stretching which can be painful.
When you face adversity, you can be led to ask many questions. Some serve a useful purpose; others do not. To ask, Why does this have to happen to me? Why do I have to suffer this, now? What have I done to cause this? will lead you into blind alleys. It really does no good to ask questions that reflect opposition to the will of God. Rather ask, what am I to do? What am I to learn from the experience? What am I to change? Whom am I to help? How can I remember my blessings in times of trial? Willing sacrifice of deeply held personal desires in favor of the will of God is very hard to do. Yet, when you pray with real conviction, "Please let me know Thy will" and "May Thy will be done," you are in the strongest position to receive the maximum help from your loving Father.
Four years after we were married I found out I was pregnant and I was so excited I would day dream about holding this beautiful little infant in my arms. In my 39th week of pregnancy I went to my doctors appointment hoping to hear news of the delivery, however, when they checked for a heart beat the baby could not be found. I had developed a blood clot in a crucial part of the cord and the baby had passed within the day. I was devasted and my hopes of holding a sweet little baby had turned into a very painful experience. I dealt with feelings of hopelessness and despair and I would cry myself to sleep at night. Despite Brenton's own pain he would pray for me morning and night that I would be able to understand God's will and find joy in my life.
At that time I had a very smart Bishop that put me to work serving. My first thought was doesn't he know that I am not whole and I can not be out serving while I feel this way? As time passed I noticed that I enjoyed the calling and I began to make friends and was able to help others with the compassion I had learned. A few months later I found myself praying constantly for peace of mind. It was then that I received the answer that Heavenly Father Loves me and he would never take anything from me that was a righteous desire. This was for my own personal growth and I needed this experience. I did not realize it then, but, I have been greatly reimbursed for my lose. I am so thankful for the comfort of the Holy Ghost.
This life is an experience in profound trust--trust in Jesus Christ, trust in His teachings, trust in our capacity as led by the Holy Spirit to obey those teachings for happiness now and for a purposeful, supremely happy eternal existance. To trust means to obey willingly without knowing the end from the beginning(Prov. 3: 5-7). To produce fruit, your trust in the Lord must be more powerful and enduring than your confidence in your own personal feelings and experience.
Elder Scott explains that, to excercise Faith is to trust that the Lord knows what He is doing with you and that He can accomplish it for your eternal good even though you cannot understand how He can possibly do it. We are like infants in our understanding of eternal matters and their impact on us here in mortality. Yet at times we act as if we knew it all. When you pass through trials for His purposes, as you trust Him, exercise Faith in Him, He will help you. That support generally come step by step, a portion at a time. While you are passing through each phase, the pain and difficulty that comes from being enlarged will continue. If all matters were immediately resolved at your first petition, you could not grow. Your Father in Heaven and His Beloved Son love you perfectly. They would not require you to experience a moment more of difficulty than is absolutely needed for your personal benefit or for that of those you love.
When I read this talk I thought of the adversity I have faced and the personal sacrifice made by Jesus Christ and our Heavenly Father and how great the suffering of Jesus Christ must have been.
Elder Holland explained, to begin to meet the demands of the Atonement, the sinless Christ went into the Garden of Gethsemane, as Elder Whitney saw in his dream, there to bear the agony of soul only He could bear. He "began to be sore amazed and to be very heavy," saying to Peter, James, and John, "My soul is exceeding sorrowful, unto death." Why? Because He suffered "the pains of all men, yea the pains of every living creature, both men, women, and children, who belong to the family of Adam." He experienced "temptations, and pain of body, hunger, thirst, and fatigue, even than man can suffer, except it be unto death; for behold, blood cometh from every pore, so great [was ] his anguish.
Through this suffering, Jesus redeemed the souls of all men, women, and children "that his bowel may be filled with mercy, according to the flesh, that he may know according to the flesh how to succor his people according to their infirmities." In doing so, Christ " descended below all things"--including every kind of sickness, infirmity, and dark despair experienced by every mortal being--in order that He might "comprehend all things, that he might be in all and through all things, the light of truth.
The utter loneliness and excruciating pain of the Atonement begun in Gethsemane reached its zenith when, after unspeakable abuse at the hands of Roman soldiers and others, Christ cried from the cross. "My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? In the depths of that anquish, even nature itself convulsed. "There was a darkness over all the earth... And the sun was darkened." causing many to exclaim, "The God of nature suffers." Finally, even the seemingly unberable had been borne, and Jesus said, "It is finished." "Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit." Someday, somewhere, every human tongue will be called upon to confess as did a Roman centurion who witnessed all of this, "Truly this was the Son of God." "And, behold the veil of the temple was rent in twain from the top to the bottom; and the earth did quake, and the rocks rent,"
Elder Neal a Maxwell said, "By personally understanding and believeing in the Atonement, you and I can teach and testify of it with greater gratitude, greater love, and greater power".
I'd like to bear my testimony of the glory of the Atonement. I am truly grateful for what Jesus endured and for descending below all things inorder to comprehend all things. I am grateful to Heavenly Father for all he experienced as he gave his Only Begotten Son, with who He was well pleased. I am grateful for the divine empathy and all that he experienced. I am so thankful for the blessing of the Atonement which were received at such a great price.
As a young missionary, Elder Orson F. Whitney (1855-1931), who later served in the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles, had a dream so powerful that it changed his life forever. He later wrote:
"One night I dreamed...that I was in the Garden of Gethsemane, a witness of the Savior's agony... I stood behind a tree in the foreground... Jesus, with Peter, James, and John, came through a little wicket gate at my right. Leaving the three Apostles there, after telling them to kneel and pray, He passed over to the other side, where He also knelt and prayed..."Oh my Father if it be possible, let the cup pass from me; nevertheless not as I will but as Thou wilt."
"As He prayed the tears streamed down His face, which was turned toward me. I was so moved at the sight that I wept also, out of pure sympathy with His great sorrow. My whole heart went out to Him with all my soul and longed to be with Him as I longed for nothing else.
"Presently He arose and walked to where those Apostles were kneeling--fast asleep! He shook them gently, awoke them, and in a tone of tender reproach, untinctured by the least show of anger or scolding, asked them if they could not watch with Him one hour...
"Returning to His place, He prayed again and then went back and found them again sleeping. Again He awoke them, admonished them, and returned and prayed as before. Three times this happened, until I was perfectly familiar with His appearance--face, form, and movements. He was of noble stature and of majestic mien... the very God that He was and is, yet as meek and lowly as a little child.
"All at once the circumstance seemed to change...Instead of before, it was after the Crucifixion, and the Savior, with those three Apostles, now stood together in a group at my left. They were about to depart and ascend into heaven. I could endure it no longer. I ran from behind the tree, fell at His feet, clasped Him around the knees, and begged Him to take me with Him.
"I shall never forget the kind and gentle manner in which He stooped and raised me up and embraced me. It was so vivid, so real that I felt the very warmth of His bosom against which I rested. Then He said; "No my son; these have finished their work, and they may go with me; but you must stay and finish yours.: Still I clung to Him. Gazing up into His face--for He was taller than I--I besought Him most earnestly: "Well, promise me that I will come to You at the last." He smiled sweetly and tenderly and replied; " That will depend entirely upon yourself. I awoke with a sob in my throat, and it was morning.
This story represents the tender sacrifice of our Savior and how he freely gave himself for our opportunity to repent in hopes to one day return to live with him again. Elder Holland explains that, every other principle, commandment, and virtue of the restored gospel draws its significance from this pivotal event.
Elder Holland expressed how Christ volunteered to honor the moral agency of all humankind even as He atoned for their sins. In the process, He would return to the Father all glory for such redemptive love.
This infinite Atonement of Christ was possible because (1) He was the only sinless man ever to live on this earth and therefore was not subject to the spiritual death resulting from sin, (2) He was the Only Begotten of the Father and therefore possessed the attributes of godhood that gave Him power over physical death, and (3) He was apparently the only one sufficiently humble and willing in the premortal council to be foreordained to that.
Elder Holland explains that a universal gift is the Resurrection from the dead of every man, woman, and child who lives, has ever lived, or ever will live on earth.
As a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints I have realized how crucial the Atonement is in my life. Early in our marriage I lost my little brother in a terrible way. I was having a hard time sleeping at night and I just could not find peace of mind. Brenton tried everything he could to help me get through it. He administered husband blessings to me. As I prayed and studied my scriptures, through time, I felt a sense of peace in my heart. Time helped the healing; however, the miracles that came from the Atonement played a big role in my peace of mind and strengthened my Faith.
President Holland also explained how other aspects of Christ's atoning gift are conditional. They depend on one's diligence in keeping God's commandments. For example while all members of the human family are freely given a reprieve from their own sins unless they pledge faith in Christ, repent of those sins, are baptized in His name, receive the gift of the Holy Ghost and confirmation into Christ's Church, and press forward in faithful endurance the remainder of life's journey. Of this personal challenge, Christ said,
"For behold, I, God, have suffered these things for all, that they might not suffer if they would repent;
"But if they would not repent they must suffer even as I."
I want to talk a little about the importance of pressing forward in Faith even when adversity is upon you.
As Brenton and I have worked together to accomplish our goals and desires we have found that Gods plan is not always our plan.
There have been times in my life that I find myself wondering if God truly hears me. I read a talk by Elder Scott that helped me focus on my blessings and not the challenges I am facing.
Elder Scott explains that just when all seems to be going right, challenges often come in multiple doeses applied simultaneously. When those trials are not consequences of your own disobedience, they are evidence that the Lord feels you are prepared to grow more (Prov. 3: 11-12). He therefore gives you experiences that stimulate growth, understanding, and compassion which polish you for your everlasting benefit. To get you from where you are to where He wants you to be, and that generally requires a lot of stretching which can be painful.
When you face adversity, you can be led to ask many questions. Some serve a useful purpose; others do not. To ask, Why does this have to happen to me? Why do I have to suffer this, now? What have I done to cause this? will lead you into blind alleys. It really does no good to ask questions that reflect opposition to the will of God. Rather ask, what am I to do? What am I to learn from the experience? What am I to change? Whom am I to help? How can I remember my blessings in times of trial? Willing sacrifice of deeply held personal desires in favor of the will of God is very hard to do. Yet, when you pray with real conviction, "Please let me know Thy will" and "May Thy will be done," you are in the strongest position to receive the maximum help from your loving Father.
Four years after we were married I found out I was pregnant and I was so excited I would day dream about holding this beautiful little infant in my arms. In my 39th week of pregnancy I went to my doctors appointment hoping to hear news of the delivery, however, when they checked for a heart beat the baby could not be found. I had developed a blood clot in a crucial part of the cord and the baby had passed within the day. I was devasted and my hopes of holding a sweet little baby had turned into a very painful experience. I dealt with feelings of hopelessness and despair and I would cry myself to sleep at night. Despite Brenton's own pain he would pray for me morning and night that I would be able to understand God's will and find joy in my life.
At that time I had a very smart Bishop that put me to work serving. My first thought was doesn't he know that I am not whole and I can not be out serving while I feel this way? As time passed I noticed that I enjoyed the calling and I began to make friends and was able to help others with the compassion I had learned. A few months later I found myself praying constantly for peace of mind. It was then that I received the answer that Heavenly Father Loves me and he would never take anything from me that was a righteous desire. This was for my own personal growth and I needed this experience. I did not realize it then, but, I have been greatly reimbursed for my lose. I am so thankful for the comfort of the Holy Ghost.
This life is an experience in profound trust--trust in Jesus Christ, trust in His teachings, trust in our capacity as led by the Holy Spirit to obey those teachings for happiness now and for a purposeful, supremely happy eternal existance. To trust means to obey willingly without knowing the end from the beginning(Prov. 3: 5-7). To produce fruit, your trust in the Lord must be more powerful and enduring than your confidence in your own personal feelings and experience.
Elder Scott explains that, to excercise Faith is to trust that the Lord knows what He is doing with you and that He can accomplish it for your eternal good even though you cannot understand how He can possibly do it. We are like infants in our understanding of eternal matters and their impact on us here in mortality. Yet at times we act as if we knew it all. When you pass through trials for His purposes, as you trust Him, exercise Faith in Him, He will help you. That support generally come step by step, a portion at a time. While you are passing through each phase, the pain and difficulty that comes from being enlarged will continue. If all matters were immediately resolved at your first petition, you could not grow. Your Father in Heaven and His Beloved Son love you perfectly. They would not require you to experience a moment more of difficulty than is absolutely needed for your personal benefit or for that of those you love.
When I read this talk I thought of the adversity I have faced and the personal sacrifice made by Jesus Christ and our Heavenly Father and how great the suffering of Jesus Christ must have been.
Elder Holland explained, to begin to meet the demands of the Atonement, the sinless Christ went into the Garden of Gethsemane, as Elder Whitney saw in his dream, there to bear the agony of soul only He could bear. He "began to be sore amazed and to be very heavy," saying to Peter, James, and John, "My soul is exceeding sorrowful, unto death." Why? Because He suffered "the pains of all men, yea the pains of every living creature, both men, women, and children, who belong to the family of Adam." He experienced "temptations, and pain of body, hunger, thirst, and fatigue, even than man can suffer, except it be unto death; for behold, blood cometh from every pore, so great [was ] his anguish.
Through this suffering, Jesus redeemed the souls of all men, women, and children "that his bowel may be filled with mercy, according to the flesh, that he may know according to the flesh how to succor his people according to their infirmities." In doing so, Christ " descended below all things"--including every kind of sickness, infirmity, and dark despair experienced by every mortal being--in order that He might "comprehend all things, that he might be in all and through all things, the light of truth.
The utter loneliness and excruciating pain of the Atonement begun in Gethsemane reached its zenith when, after unspeakable abuse at the hands of Roman soldiers and others, Christ cried from the cross. "My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? In the depths of that anquish, even nature itself convulsed. "There was a darkness over all the earth... And the sun was darkened." causing many to exclaim, "The God of nature suffers." Finally, even the seemingly unberable had been borne, and Jesus said, "It is finished." "Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit." Someday, somewhere, every human tongue will be called upon to confess as did a Roman centurion who witnessed all of this, "Truly this was the Son of God." "And, behold the veil of the temple was rent in twain from the top to the bottom; and the earth did quake, and the rocks rent,"
Elder Neal a Maxwell said, "By personally understanding and believeing in the Atonement, you and I can teach and testify of it with greater gratitude, greater love, and greater power".
I'd like to bear my testimony of the glory of the Atonement. I am truly grateful for what Jesus endured and for descending below all things inorder to comprehend all things. I am grateful to Heavenly Father for all he experienced as he gave his Only Begotten Son, with who He was well pleased. I am grateful for the divine empathy and all that he experienced. I am so thankful for the blessing of the Atonement which were received at such a great price.
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